yakunae

A Love so sweet Throughout my life (and obviously the life of any girl/guy) there will is always a crush. someone who captivates you with just one look but sadly so out of reach. someone who makes the world more exciting and bright but also has the ability to ruin your days Yet even though my heart is left incapacitated, I hope there can be a meaning to all this madness. For even if you feel the same way or not, I feel as though this is an opportunity where I can grow and mature in many ways. And even if it doesn't work out as I had hoped, atleast I know that God has a plan for us. For those who fear Him and trust Him. So, dear Iris. (or any other flower that is as soft and bright) may you also grow in all you do, even if it means I can't be with you. For these affections might one day fade but atleast they were for someone who was worth the pain. - to my dear Rabbit, June, 17 ~~~~~~ edit: One thing I have noticed throughout most of my youth, There seems to be a over

I long for a moment where I can be vulnerable and talk to you. To be known by you and for that to be my finest and most precious treasure, yet that has not always been the case. Forgive me Lord for times where instead of taking a moment to praise you and be filled with your spirit, instead I allow my myself to be filled with worry. frustration, guilt, and doubt. But I ask for you to wash it all away, as the rain glides down onto worn down home, washing all its inequities. Lately I have been dreaming of instances where I have been wronged and have wronged others, where words circle around me and I cannot escape but through the words of your son I will find rest, through taking your yoke upon myself and allowing you to teach me. (Matthew 11:28-30) And oh how much I need to learn. For what I hope to learn is patience, joy, forgiveness, affection and love. For I a concerned that the world has left me with a bitter and lonely shell that has been beaten down by its own disappoints